Alone in a room full of people

Dear Father in Heaven,

I have been struggling this week.  All has been going so well and then I was hit with some news that changed my whole world.  I pray that it's just a phase.  I pray that all doubts be removed and that faith is clinged to even by the smallest of threads.

I have also been surrounded by people but I am still so lonely. I cannot tell anyone this. They don't understand.  It's my pain and it's created depression.  Please help me through this. Keep me safe from thoughts of giving up. Help my husband to know how much I need him.

In the name of Jesus Christ  Amen.

4/16/15

Dear Father in Heaven,

Another day of pain. Another day of being sad. My dear friend has made a choice and has asked me to stay out of her life.  Huge misunderstanding took place but she said not to text her anymore so I won't. Doesn't mean I don't miss her . Hello my father please watch over her please keep safe and allow her to heal . I asked you this in Jesus namyoe amen .

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I have pondered and wandered along the broken cracks of my soul today and while I freely take responsibility for the road I recently travelled it makes less sense and causes much concern for my character than I truly want to give thought to.  So forgive me my trespasses this day as I will forgive those who trespass against me. Lay me to Thy bosom where I may hear the sounds of your forgiveness and help me slumber.

In Jesus name I pray....Amen